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Porch Light Lyrics
by Noah Kahan
Lyricist: Noah Kahan
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Porch Light Lyrics
I would ask you how you've been, it's all over the internet
But, hey, I mean, we knew that after all
If you're lookin' for an autopsy or a half-assed half-apology
Then I think you picked the wrong time to make this call
It is not irrelevant that you stopped takin' your medicine
But I'm givin' you the benefit 'cause it's rainin' out
I'll tell you how the weather is and I'll slip into some eloquently
Ramblin' mixed-messagin', I should shut you down
But when it's cold, and it's cold, and it's cold, and it's cold
And I don't know, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone
I hopе you tell me that you're windin' down, that you lost thе taste to face the crowd
That whatever made you famous made you sick
But you can only do what pain allows, it ain't up to you to make it out
There ain't no shame in callin' this thing quits
But you don't, and you don't, and you don't, and you don't, and you don't
You're a ghost, you're a ghost, you're a ghost, you're a ghost, and you're—
Poison spreadin' to my lungs
I ain't holdin' breath, ain't holdin' any faith at all
And I'll pray for you, be in pain for you
I'll leave the porch light on
Heartbroken, each mornin' when it's me that turns it off
So it goes, so it goes, so it goes
You act like we just sit up here and wait for you to reappear
But, baby, there are bills to pay and your dad's road needs salt
And I try to drown out all the talk, the eyeballs in the parkin' lots
And tell people it ain't me you want, but I guess you're my fault
You're a ghost, you're a ghost, you're a ghost, you're a ghost, you're a ghost
And I choke, and I choke, and I choke, and I choke on the
Poison you're spreadin' to my lungs
I ain't holdin' breath, ain't holdin' any faith at all
And I'll pray for you, be in pain for you, I'll leave the porch light on
Heartbroken, each mornin' when it's me that turns it off
So it goes, so it goes, so it goes
Oh-oh
Oh-ah!
Poison spreadin' to my lungs
I ain't holdin' breath, ain't holdin' any faith at all
And I'll pray for you, be in pain for you, I'll leave the porch light on
Heartbroken, each mornin' when it's me that turns it off
So it goes, so it goes, so it goes
Meaning of Porch Light
“Porch Light” by Noah Kahan is a devastating portrait of prolonged, toxic attachment and the agonizing process of letting go. The song’s core revolves around the narrator's inability to sever ties with someone who has clearly spiraled into self-destruction, likely an ex-partner or someone deeply embedded in their life despite causing immense pain. The lyrics are steeped in a bleak atmosphere, utilizing evocative imagery – the “porch light” itself becomes a symbol of persistent, almost futile hope and a heartbreaking routine. Kahan masterfully employs repetition—the insistent “cold, cold, cold,” the echoing “I’m alone,” and the ghostly refrain of "you're a ghost"—to build an unbearable sense of cyclical despair, mirroring the narrator’s trapped state. The song isn’t simply about romantic heartbreak; it delves into a deeper exploration of codependency and the difficulty in accepting someone’s destructive choices. The lines regarding medication and the “autopsy” reference highlight a recognition of the damage inflicted, yet simultaneously underscores the persistent need to offer some form of compassion or understanding, even when it's demonstrably harmful. Kahan doesn't shy away from uncomfortable truths: the narrator acknowledges their own role in enabling this person’s behavior while desperately yearning for a resolution. Ultimately, “Porch Light” is a raw and unflinching examination of emotional paralysis, capturing the suffocating weight of holding onto someone who refuses to let go, culminating in the painful realization that the narrator must continue to bear the burden alone – turning off the light, again and again, as "so it goes.”
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noah kahanheartbreakmelancholicfolkporch light
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